Bad circles.

A post from a deleted blog i had.

The guy I'm in love with, wants a positive and happy girl.

But I can't be happy and positive when I'm lonely.

It's like when you're going to bed late and you're so tired the next day, 

so you're taking a nap after school.
And then you can't sleep so you go to bed late again.

And when you're eating because you're being sad.
And then you're getting sad because you have eaten.